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Wouldn't you know, wouldn't you know?
Oh, I'll skip to the ending.
Who'd like to know? I'd like to know.
Author of the moment, can you tell me?
Do I end up, do I end up happy?
- Happily Ever After - He Is We
 
Well I'm not particularly fond of this set, but it was something to do and I really do love this outfit.
 
Anyways, I've basically given up at a chance at love.
I've never /really/ had a guy like me. Ever. That one guy I liked for 4 years doesn't count because I'm really not sure what's going on in his mind. And I did like this one guy who had said he'd ask me out if he could, but he became gay a couple months later.
So yeah.
But there's this reeeally gorgeous guy who goes to another church. And he's just absolutely beautiful. He hasn't got a flaw about him.
I just know he dresses so nicely, has great looks, and goes to church. I don't even know his name.
I'm quite positive he's never even glanced my way, but that doesn't mean much to me seeing as how I've given up.
I guess I sound depressing, self-pitying and like I'm looking for attention..
I'm honestly not looking for attention and I don't pity myself, I just like to put my feelings somewhere and I hate my diary, so Polyvore is my choice.
If you've even taken the time to read through my awful rants, thank you. I'm not sure why you take the time to read these, but thank you.

Other than the fact that they're all older than me, I see no type here >.>
Plus this isn't even all the guys I find attractive.

Time Travel - Never Shout Never
 
Well I finally decided a resolution after having have already decided that I wouldn't have any this year.
Honestly I have two.
1. Be skinny.
And 2. Write more.
I need to finish Geek, and I have one other that I'm working on and I have an idea for another. I love to write and I feel really happy when I do. It's contentment I can only find in my own words, spinning worlds of my own that I'd like to enter someday. I don't need to speak from experience when I write. I understand things and I read so often that it's easy for me to convey something I've never had.
Anyways though, I had an impulse that just HAD to be written down, so here it is;
 
"And then his eyes caught mine.
It was almost as if I knew him from somewhere many, many years ago.
As if maybe, just maybe, we had met in a past life and fell madly in love with each other.
And he was beautiful. Oh was he beautiful. His eyes were forest green, so tranquil to gaze into. And his hair was jet black and unkempt. I think he even had some hair sticking up on the top, but it was cute regardless. He was tall and skinny too; and we just stood there, looking at each other.
It felt like the he and I were the only two people on the earth, as if nothing could pull me away from this moment. It felt like it had been nearly an hour since our eyes locked.
It was perfect. I wanted to stay like this for the rest of my life.
But the perfection was soon interrupted by a friend of mine trying to get my attention.
When I looked back, he had left already."

1. The Black Carpet
2. I'm gonna miss that voice
3. http://www.flickr.com/photos/sachabertrand/6431793117/

...
THIS IS STUPID.
Sorry I had to. Homestuck and all.
I'M SO NERVOUS. DRIVING TEST.. IT'S NERVE WRACKING AND I HAVEN'T EVEN DONE IT YET.
Anyways, I didn't pick a hair color because I am a ginger with orangey hair, NOT RED. Though I want cherry red hair quite terribly ;A;

I felt like I needed to make a set <3
And I also really wanted to :)
 
I'm going to take my drivers test for my liscence next week ;A;
I'm really nervous, even though I've been driving for a year.
After I get my liscence, I can go looking for a job.. Also really nervous.
Since I broke up with my best friend I don't really have anyone to tell..
But that's okay. He's become a DBag and if he wants to be friends again he's going to have to work to gain my trust. I've learned from this experience and I'm not gonna be the first to come crying back or begging forgiveness. I've done nothing wrong and all he does is be mean to me or put me down, even if he does say he's only joking.
<333
Love you all XOXO

Thought I'd be making some more sets. I really do miss it.
I've been looking at some alternative Christmas songs OwO
I just so happened to be listening to this one by The Maine just as I was making this set.
 
I'm still in a good mood <3 I think my life is going pretty good.
 
My permit expires tomorrow though :'(
And my dad still hasn't been called into that dang job yet so I can't get my liscence(OR A JOB) any time soon.
Being poor sucks.

Woo for Homestuck.
 
Anyways, I just broke up with my best friend of 10 years.
He's a total jerk-faced butthead. I told him I was tired of putting up with his endless bullcrap. He thinks he can do whatever he wants now just because he's 18 and moved out of his house.
He lost his v.irginity, cusses more than a sailor, loves to drink and is as a matter of fact drunk right now, and social smokes.
So after that he told me "fk you" twice. Except he used the full expression.. Well as well as he possibly could considering the fact that he was drunk and so sent texts like a drunken moron.
He claims he hasn't changed, he "grew up". Truth is he was NEVER ready to leave home at all. I'm more prepared for the world and I'm 16. I even told him I was more grown up than him, because he told me to grow up.
Ugh sorry for ranting. I'm actually kinda glad I did that.. I dunno I don't feel bad about it.. You think I would. Then again you would think I would've been devastated when the guy I had a crush on for 4 years told me he appreciated our friendship the way it was and he would like to keep it that way, but no. I was happy. I AM happy.
I don't know. Maybe this is the way my life is supposed to go? Move on from everything I'm used to and be prepared and ready for new things to come into my life? Step outside of my comfort zone for once to prepare me for what's ahead.
Again, I'm ranting. Sorry <33
I love you all and don't you forget it <3

One day I would use these all as a status on facebook.

Feels good to be making fashion sets again <3
 
Done having fun on Omegle, goodnight :)